Goldfish bubble eye family

I cried all night, for my further love, my eyes are redness and swelling this morning.It is not only my parents superstitious but also Cheng's mother and his grandmother. We dont understand it's our love fair or theirs. In spite of our revolt,if we decide marry lots of things depends on the family.We have no choic, but we will take the bull by the horns , cuz we love each other deeply.The terrible cry troubles Cheng,I concern him.

I am tension and stressful these days.I should ask some days off from this complax love air.I need to work hard and boost my spirit.

I will be in Shanghai from 29th,Mar.for a week,wish my business trip goes well.

we belong together

Mom told me dont go together with Cheng when she knew he is the Tiger and born in Nov.. She said man born in that time would be bad temper and cannot make big business. She is superstitious. She always denise our love relation when I told her I have fall in love with Cheng for more than 3 years. She doesnt trust me and my love. Though she said and think so, she never dissuade me from doing that. I'm feeling upset. Absolutely, I didnt tell Cheng, he was a little discomfort these days. The only things I said was" I miss you very much""I wish you by my side".
Cheng, Im fidgety. I missing you. I just want we belong together. But I am uneasy and I have less confidence about us. Warm me, I need your encourage.

engagement!

Last night, I attended Chou's engagement who is my bf's sister(best female freind). To be honest I dont like Chou, she always makes me get angry or quarrel with my bf(Cheng) of her. Yesterday also no exception. We quarraled just about we mistook the meeting place, and I was more angry cuz we have to pick Chou's relatives up when we are quarraling.
Fortunately, I met some freinds that I havent meet for several years on the party, it was amazing we can meet again, and it makes me better. Of course I should make Cheng much more better.
Finally, Cheng sent me home.
Forget the unhappy things.

special day

To me, 14th March is a special day, i went to my boyfreind's home and his parents have saw me eventually. Everthing went well without any question, no one spoke to me, they chated just like i m limpid. I was giddy that warmly sunny day. At the end, my bf told me the only thing his family said me is I am short, and it seems my face is raised but don't know what it is, flesh or bone. I don't like that day, maybe I behaved bad. The day before yesterday, my bf came to my house for my birthday dinner and my parents saw him at eventually too. The dinner time is active. I found he was always smiled although the food is not in his taste. That was a quick dinner, my bf left just at 7:00pm. My parents didn't say anything about him. Only told me consider clearly about my love at next day, mom said all up myself.Wish my love goes well. This is one of my birthday desire.

Women's Day

Yesterday was the International Working Women's Day, I don't know why and how it comes but it seems really good.Women were treated better than men, all activities were hold for women. And the street,flower shop,emporium surged every kinds of women and the following men,it seems fantastic.

I was out too after the long rainy days.And at the special sunny day I found one really terrible thing that I was fat and gloss during the long cold rainy days when I stood in front of the mirro which makes me shy and get angry.I must lose weight from now on,and this important plan must be carried on this time,I promise.So, come on Olivia!